Library orientation stuff at uni today.

I think I’ve started to work out why I’m so nervous about everything. I just really hate having to do new things alone. The transition from Kinross to Mindarie was nothing for me because I knew I was already going to know lots of people. This is completely different. I know I’ll make new friends easily enough, I’d just like someone to be there. Even if it was just to have lunch with in between and rant about how boring the tour was or whatever. But I have to do this on my own for the whole day at these new places, and I know I should be strong and ~independent~ about it but I fucking hate it.

One of my friends should see me when I get back from Mt Lawley this afternoon. Yeah.